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My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2010-5-2) →

Jahiem (181) G.o.D. Jewels (79) Chris Brown (6) Theophilus London (4) Jay Electronica (1) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

May 3rd

My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2010-4-25) →

The Diplomats (118) The Pharcyde (16) Consequence (2) G.o.D. Jewels (1) Paramore (1) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

Apr 28th

My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2010-1-10) →

Chris Brown (18) Jim Jones (9) Teedra Moses (9) The Exactly (8) Joe Budden (7) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

Jan 12th

My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2010-1-3) →

Chris Brown (105) Nero (92) Kid Cudi (15) The Diplomats (13) Jim Jones (5) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

Jan 5th

My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-12-27) →

Nero (68) Elzhi (59) Chip tha Ripper (4) Jay Adams (2) Pacific Division (1) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

Dec 29th

My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-12-20) →

Chris Brown (45) Joe Budden (8) Blakroc (8) Nicki Minaj (5) Coldplay (5) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

Dec 22nd

My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-12-13) →

Big Ooh (62) Chip tha Ripper (55) Paramore (16) Nicki Minaj (15) Vedera (11) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

Dec 16th

My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-12-6) →

Blu & Exile (107) Paramore (26) Chris Brown (17) Drake (14) Lil’ Wayne (10) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

Dec 8th

My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-11-29) →

Lil’ Wayne (174) Paramore (26) Drake (5) Lupe Fiasco (4) Blakroc (4) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

Dec 1st

http://la-d.tumblr.com →

…yeah. i’m there. you follow.

Nov 26th

My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-11-22) →

Chris Brown (59) G.o.D. Jewels (12) Paramore (7) Dom Kennedy (6) Trey Songz (5) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

Nov 25th

Throughout the day

I’ll be going back and forth from this tumblr to my new tumblr la-d.tumblr.com, refollowing all the people I want to follow. I said I needed new so I got new.

Nov 22nd

new beginnings, new beginnings →

Nov 22nd

I think I've lost all will to continue

This may go back to me saying I need to start over. Right now, I just don’t have it in me. I sit here doing nothing, reading nothing, and waiting for anything. Maybe its time to stop waiting and caring.

Nov 22nd

I’m moving sluggishly this morning; taking my sweet time getting dressed and fixing my hair. I’ve yet to put on my pants, look for my shoes. My purse is unpacked and my nerves? they’re shot straight to hell. I’m not prepared for this. Despite all the warnings, none of us are prepared for this. I wonder if she was. Its hard getting up and at em when you know...

Nov 21st

1 tag

Nov 21st

I just want to start all over again

So I think I will. I don’t know about anyone else but when I start to feel boxed in, I have to change or I’ll go insane. It might bother or annoy other people but if I live for what other people want and need, I’ll miss out on being happy. There has to be a moment where the line is drawn and what’s best for me is put at the top of the list.

Nov 21st

Just in case you forgot or didn't realize

Hate and dislike are NOT the same thing.

Nov 20th

Nov 19th

And security

How are you SECURITY and you’re backing away from the fight? You are security for a reason you fucking pussy. I swear on everything, if I see dude that live next door (he’s in the video) and he’s talking shit, I don’t EVEN want to hear it. You are a certified BITCH sir and they weren’t really doing shit. Okay, dude got stripped naked but besides that, it was...

Nov 19th

Watch

This is why I gotta get out of here lol. I don’t live directly in the city but I live close enough. Dudes fighting at Maxines. Apparently, French Montana thought he had a large fanbase here but as my sister tells it, niggas was there to be there without knowing who he is. I don’t even really know who he is. If it weren’t for worldstar, i wouldn’t.

Nov 19th

Looks like I won't be graduating in the spring

Fuck!

Nov 19th

FINALLY

The money is my account and I can pay my tuition and register. I pray my classes are still available.

Nov 19th

Marissa better say yes

I mean, who doesn’t want to be proposed to over tumblr?

Nov 18th

I’ve been packaging designing since 9 something this morning. The general idea is down, meaning the logo minus the actual product name. I haven’t thought of that yet or about a back story about why the product was created and given the name it was give. It the camera cooperates, I’ll take a few pictures and upload them to share and see which are liked. I’m not changing...

Nov 18th

35 notes

I hate having to repeat myself

But somehow, I’m constantly repeating myself. I’m alive, I’m speaking, I’m writing but nothing is getting through. Nothing is getting through.

Nov 18th

http://la-d.tumblr.com/ →

The Photoblog. Yeah…

Nov 18th

And then I scroll and look. Click a heart and...

Interesting? No.

Nov 18th

Done.

yanimo: I wish there were more stories and less menial conversations. More self-discovery and less flesh revealing. I wish there were more realizations and less popularity. I mean, what are you doing it for? In a nutshell.

Nov 18th

Realizing

I need reassurance. I want someone to hold my hand and walk with me as I go through everything I go through. I want someone willing to give me a constant thumbs up when I present them an idea. Someone who understands how badly I want to succeed and be known; who’ll help me succeed and be known. I want perfect. I’ll never get perfect.

Nov 18th

4 notes

I just don't know what to do with myself

I’m confused. I feel overlooked. Inadequate. Ignored. Fuck.

Nov 18th

3 tags

Nov 18th

My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-11-15) →

Trey Songz (73) Maxwell (59) Chris Brown (40) Nero (16) Lil’ Wayne (3) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz

Nov 18th

1 tag

Nov 17th

Today

I spoke with the head of the photography department again. This time about possibly developing my film despite the fact that I’m not a photography student. First, there was something about a $60 fee that I wasn’t even about to think about paying but in the end, he told me to email him and he would ask someone to let me come in and develop the film myself. Two problems: 1. I do not...

Nov 16th

3 tags

Nov 16th

2 tags

Nov 16th

1 note

3 tags

Nov 16th

I wish people wouldn't associate the entire black...

loverfly: No disrespect to anyone out there. Though really, Black is Beautiful no matter which way you view it or who you look at - the struggle, the boldness, the tensions, the uprising, the culture. Let the positivity surround.

Nov 16th

http://ladosage.wordpress.com/ →

I finally did it. Finally made my first post. I love tumblr but I needed something different for this. I can’t imagine most of you following me giving a shit. Shit, I don’t even know why most of you still follow me but I won’t ask or complain. Do what you do. Just know that I’ll be blogging more seriously there or nothing will change here…maybe. Also, I support...

Nov 16th

Today

I finally got the ball rolling. The portfolio and blogs are made but not open. A few hours, possibly, and I’ll be set.

Nov 16th

Like does not equal want

No matter how hard people try to force them to mean the same thing, they don’t. I promise.

Nov 16th

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Nov 15th

5 notes

4 tags

Watch

Chris Brown- Crawl The HQ version

Nov 15th

Please stop playing Mr./Mrs. Me Too

If you KNOW you don’t like something or have no interest in it, do yourself and the world a favor and stop pretending you do to get another person’s good graces. That’s called lying and you know what happens when you lie? People find out and stop trusting you. Who wants to be your friend when you can’t be trusted? No one, that’s who. Besides, it is never that...

Nov 15th